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Friday, February 27, 2009 '

i'm dead (half dead)

shit!! 2day i was reading a book 4 d whole day den i missed my ballet class ( i dun realli like it myself) so now i scared le...if my dad finds out, he'll kill me T.T but tat depends if my mum will tell him (which d chance of it happening is 80% i'm sure dead) haizz...i hope tat d march holidays will come soon den when i rush i dun need 2 think so much le...

2day sch was ok...1st period was PE we went to d field outside our sch 2 do d activity but yesterday it was raining heavily so it made d field v.wet so all our shoes were stained wit mud after tat was math class...mrs han gav bac our test papers 4 our parents 2 sign i gt 21/30 i was so disappointed (carina says its v.good already) d highest in class was 25/30 so i'm almost there (YAY!!). den it was recess, carina went 4 d health & fitness thing while me & mic went 2 d counselling room bcuz she needed 2 hand something up. next was chinese (nth much 2 write), den DRAMA so funny ...we're reading through the script of 'the merchant of venice' by shakespeare...the teachers chose some of our classmates 2 read out the lines 4 various characters >.<...

2moro i will hav 2 perform 4 d senoirs T.T i haven even practice yet...i better practice now...my mum screaming 4 me 2 go le...

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Thursday, February 26, 2009 '

march hoildays & shark's fin soup

now is week 8 of term 1 le...sch holidays coming in 2 weeks den on 14th of march i will d going 2 malacca 4 a day den on mon i need 2 go 4 sch camp after tat (on d same day) i might b going 2 bintan coming bac on fri...den on sat i will b going 4 my cousin's wedding YAY!!! u noe wat tat means?? FREE SHARK'S FIN SOUP !!! YAY but i f i go 2 bintan i will nt b able 2 go 2 jas's bday surprise SRY JAS T.T

nt forgetting...happy belated bday 2 ofure, & happy bday 2 lynette & jas in advance >.<>

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Wednesday, February 25, 2009 '

stupid emotional breakdown

i hated last yr...tat was my 1 & onli lost yr...i could hav spent it wit my frens, but instead i had 2 star over...den along came dis yr (another sucky yr) more & more probs r weighing me down...i noe one day i'm gonna explode. den now i can trust no one, nobody will believe me, nobody keeps my secrets...i hav nobody 2 confide 2 (bcuz everyone thinks i' a freak)...i realli hope i will breakdown sooner, then, i'll feel d pain & d happiness earlier

nobody would believe wat i'm writing nt even carina. everybody think i'm happy HA! wat a joke...i noe darren will nvr sypathise wit me bcuz i'm diff & 'sensitive' (i must exaggerate on d >>' bcuz I'M NT SENSITIVE...onli an idiot will think i m) OMG i suddenly realised...carina is gonna kill me bcuz i talked bout darren & is saying sarcastic stuff bout him. no idea on how i shall numb myself on dis stuff bcuz nobody is willing 2 hear me out

HOPE MIC WILL GET WELL SOON

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Mic left me alone in sch T.T

Mic did nt come 2 sch 2day as she's having a fever...hope she'll turn up 2moro bcuz 2moro we hav counselling (its so stupid...d whole class need counselling bcuz we hav mental prob...no lah jkjk) so i m left alone, carina was talking 2 wynn, evann, & jas...i din wan 2 disturb them so i sort of bcame v.quiet 2day...is like i suddenly like being left out...but either than tat it was ok, crystal's nt talking 2 me nowadays so yea...sort of edgy bout tat. HA! now i noe y i chose d colour blue 4 d font colour lolx >.<>.<>

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Tuesday, February 24, 2009 '

what happened in sch -.-

2day rachel cried in sch...i think bcuz wynn did not want to 4giv her of what she did (which i dunno wat it is)...carina says she did tat togain sympathy & votes 2 be a class monitor since all d gals 'hate' her (almost all i think) so she's trying 2 get it 4rom d guys...carina is v.pissed wit her as she is flirting wit darren (umm dis part is a long story), so we're finding somebody 2 be our class monitor...well some people would want me & mic 2 be on either sides but we realli want 2 stay out of this...what if we pick carina's (our BFF) side den i'll make a few people realii angry with us & what if we pick rachel's side we'll lose our BFF so we'll juz wait & see what the situation will bcome

but not the whole day is spent on d dramatic part of being a gal...i went for my band practice, FINALLY jonathan came, he's playing in d euphonium section but i'm playing in flute >.< ^^...most people did nt bring the 'chorus of frogs' score, tat made ms lim damn frustrated but on saturday we hav 2 perform in front of all our seniors!!!! >.<>.<...haha 2day si thu touched 2 percussion instruments den i tol him dun play if nt his seniors kenna pumping den he say he dun care...den i say he next time senior, his junior make him do pumping so he say if his junior do tat he will quit band...haha

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Monday, February 23, 2009 '

T.T chinese nt gd

T.T 2day i gt bac my chinese paper 2 OMG i gtg 27/50 (i think) i wanted 2 tear my hair out...but it was considered ok compared 2 carina's & michelle's marks >.<>

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Saturday, February 21, 2009 '

Anti-darren

Darren, u can't 4giv me rite? oh please...if u can't den u still dun wan me 2 fren carina...its a little bit too much...she's nt ur property, she has a mind 4 herself, den now u still ignore her. ur cold shoulder atittude is downright bad...she's confused & mad at u. & i can't believe u also believe HER she's been making up bad rumors bout carina...if she saud sth 2 u ur TOTALLY BLIND!!! Stop being childish...

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hi!i juz created my blog...hope i find useful stuff 2 write!!>.<

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