Wednesday, February 25, 2009 '
stupid emotional breakdown
i hated last yr...tat was my 1 & onli lost yr...i could hav spent it wit my frens, but instead i had 2 star over...den along came dis yr (another sucky yr) more & more probs r weighing me down...i noe one day i'm gonna explode. den now i can trust no one, nobody will believe me, nobody keeps my secrets...i hav nobody 2 confide 2 (bcuz everyone thinks i' a freak)...i realli hope i will breakdown sooner, then, i'll feel d pain & d happiness earliernobody would believe wat i'm writing nt even carina. everybody think i'm happy HA! wat a joke...i noe darren will nvr sypathise wit me bcuz i'm diff & 'sensitive' (i must exaggerate on d >>' bcuz I'M NT SENSITIVE...onli an idiot will think i m) OMG i suddenly realised...carina is gonna kill me bcuz i talked bout darren & is saying sarcastic stuff bout him. no idea on how i shall numb myself on dis stuff bcuz nobody is willing 2 hear me outHOPE MIC WILL GET WELL SOON
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